I also listened to bad voices after a prayer! I was teared to God to help me but I get gang raped by evil voices such as Jesus and others pretending they incarnated the higher Truth, Love and Justice (that's called perversion or maybe is it jealousy!!!) as a retribution to my hard labor, true story!
Btw I still hear positive voice, after nearly 13 years in it, I am not anymore pissed off or impacted and I create my own positive voice (not all the time tho, I still feel like I get raped a lot often). Good luck!...
I should say I am living a powerfull positive spiritual experience that happens within a war and that when I was complaining previously of a rape-like feeling I do not own the right to hide the deep positivity and sometime closely to the divine that I also experiment at the same time, if it's something very exigeant and tough it is also the things I was looking forward discovering. I have mixed feeling and I keep being ingrat sometime because I obviously need to talk about the fight and the war within meanwhile indicating the gift it incarne! ambivalous man
The voices are manipulative and rude as heck so that’s probably why they do it. It could def be evil spirits but they also really only act accordingly regarding a person’s beliefs and other complex factors.
I don't think Mayfair was complaining about grammar but merely countering the statement that becoming an atheist will alleviate the symptoms. I was an atheist for the first 50 years of my life and since experiencing an epiphany, I have found that the negative intrusive thoughts that I experienced before have lessened. I now believe voices are indeed bad spirits, but I sometimes experience good and I believe these come from God. I pray but I have a very relaxed and grounded view of religion which I think is key for a healthy mindset. Don't put pressure on you self in your life to please God, he is kind and will be understanding for anyone experiencing voices. I hope you eventually find peace when you pray.
I don't hold God responsible for my suffering and accept the way life is. I do understand the conflict people have believing in a God given what goes on in this world, but there will always be suffering in this world with or without God.