- May 12, 2019
- united states
I'm so disappointed in myself. I self harmed for the first time in nearly a year and I don't think I'll ever maintain recovery. Lately my urges have been so much stronger (which is part of the reason that I joined this forum last week), and even though I've claimed to be recovered I feel so done with trying to get better. No matter what coping mechanisms I use, I feel like I'll always go back to self harming. I'm scared that my parents will find out and be disappointed in me as well. Feeling hopeless.