Another failed b/p weekend

L

Lilou34

Active member
Joined
Apr 6, 2019
Messages
26
Location
Ireland
#1
Another weekend of failure and i feel numb about it. Is that weird? Ive been hitting the gym 6 days a week so i wouldnt have to purge but i just cant handle having food in my stomach. I have a session with my counsellor in a few days but i told her i didnt want to talk about food anymore and she agreed unless i brought it up she wouldnt. I think if i brought it up in the session now id be almost admitting that maybe im in more trouble with this then i thought. I feel like had control before i started counselling. Now its like all i can think about and its driving me insane. Did i make it worse for myself by telling a counsellor i purge? Sorry for the rant ☹
 
L

Lunar Lady

Well-known member
Joined
Mar 19, 2019
Messages
930
Location
UK
#3
Hello Lilou

I think you've done absolutely the right thing by telling your counsellor about purging. They can only help if they truly know what's going on.

So sorry you're feeling so low. Please be patient with yourself - breaking habits and healing all take time.

lots of hugs and love to you :hug: xxx
 
Thread starter Similar threads Forum Replies Date
L Eating Disorders Forum 3

Similar threads